Hiding in the Shadows

I can't believe I ever doubted J. Course he's not fucking cheating on me, why would I ever even entertain that thought?! He loves me more than anyone ever has, and here I am doubting that and snooping around in his emails trying to find evidence that just doesn't exist. So he joined up to a website over a month ago - I don't think he's even been back on there since he joined up!! He probably joined up because he was trying to do something else, and you have to join one of three websites before it lets you go any further. Hell, I've done the same in the past. Everything between us is fantastic. He's either with me at home, or he's at work. He has no time to go off meeting any other girl. He's never secretive when he's on the laptop and I'm next to him, and even yesterday he was checking his emails whilst I was sat within reading distance. If he i cheating, then he's the best damn lier I've ever known, and I've known a few.

So, the madness that is my paranoia stops here. We have a great relationship, and neither of us is going to be so fucking stupid as to ruin that.

	This is my space to air my demons, where no-one knows my name. Here I sit, quietly, hiding from the world.
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I hide beneath the black clouds of my broken soul, The soul that holds the love that is left, And the clouds that hold the life we could have lived. A twisted love runs deeper than the blood in my veins. But the past still exists, so please dont try to walk away. My broken soul is all you can see, and the black clouds will always be here. As I stare at my reflection through shattered glass, I take a look into our past. Will you ever realize how I feel? Our past can never be forgotton. Im still beneath the black clouds, Hiding from my misery. The love is still there, but the life has dissapeared. Do you understand what im trying to say to you now? If I told you I love you, I meant it with every breathe. If say I need you, I tell the truth. The black clouds are full of my pain, and my broken soul is all that I have left. So I will stare at my reflection through this shattered glass, and hide beneath the black clouds of my broken soul, The love still exists, and I wonder, What happened to the dream that we both could be living... ~~ ~~ ~~ ~~ ~*~
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