So, the madness that is my paranoia stops here. We have a great relationship, and neither of us is going to be so fucking stupid as to ruin that.
This is my space to air my demons, where no-one knows my name. Here I sit, quietly, hiding from the world.
The soul that holds the love that is left,
And the clouds that hold the life we could have lived.
A twisted love runs deeper than the blood in my veins.
But the past still exists, so please dont try to walk away.
My broken soul is all you can see,
and the black clouds will always be here.
As I stare at my reflection through shattered glass,
I take a look into our past.
Will you ever realize how I feel?
Our past can never be forgotton.
Im still beneath the black clouds,
Hiding from my misery.
The love is still there, but the life has dissapeared.
Do you understand what im trying to say to you now?
If I told you I love you,
I meant it with every breathe.
If say I need you, I tell the truth.
The black clouds are full of my pain,
and my broken soul is all that I have left.
So I will stare at my reflection through this shattered glass,
and hide beneath the black clouds of my broken soul,
The love still exists, and I wonder,
What happened to the dream that we both could be living...
* Characters *
Mr Persistant (Jason)
Mr Not-Perfect (Ryan)
Mr Short (Jon)
Mr Identical (Daz)
* Previous Posts *
Taking the good with the bad
The end is nigh...
Roses are red...
Cabbage, cabbage, cabbage
Lonliness, jobs and cabbage.
Karma? What fucking karma??
Unintentional, unavoidable nose poking...
* Dusty Archives *
* Other Places I go... *
The Bare Bear Lair
No-one knows I'm here...