Hiding in the Shadows

Ok, I've done something really stupid, and have found something I never wanted to see...
I looked through J's emails... more out of boredom and curiosity than anything. I know - really really bad stupid thing to do. Thing is though, I've found an email from the Adult Friend finder website, with his password in - he joined up to them in June this year!! Not only that, but although he hasn't mentioned that he's single on there, he's certainly not mentioned being in a relationship. His profile is looking for intimate email/chat, 1-on-1 sex, couples etc.... Why would he be on here looking for people?! I don't understand...
I've tried to join myself but as someone else, so I could contact him and try to find out more, but you have to actually pay to look at profiles/send messages etc. So although he's on there, he can't contact anyone.... but that's not the point... I obviously can't mention anything to him about it, cos then he'd know I'd been through his emails... I dunno what to do!! Am so confused about it....

	This is my space to air my demons, where no-one knows my name. Here I sit, quietly, hiding from the world.
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I hide beneath the black clouds of my broken soul, The soul that holds the love that is left, And the clouds that hold the life we could have lived. A twisted love runs deeper than the blood in my veins. But the past still exists, so please dont try to walk away. My broken soul is all you can see, and the black clouds will always be here. As I stare at my reflection through shattered glass, I take a look into our past. Will you ever realize how I feel? Our past can never be forgotton. Im still beneath the black clouds, Hiding from my misery. The love is still there, but the life has dissapeared. Do you understand what im trying to say to you now? If I told you I love you, I meant it with every breathe. If say I need you, I tell the truth. The black clouds are full of my pain, and my broken soul is all that I have left. So I will stare at my reflection through this shattered glass, and hide beneath the black clouds of my broken soul, The love still exists, and I wonder, What happened to the dream that we both could be living... ~~ ~~ ~~ ~~ ~*~
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