Hiding in the Shadows

	This is my space to air my demons, where no-one knows my name. Here I sit, quietly, hiding from the world.
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I hide beneath the black clouds of my broken soul, The soul that holds the love that is left, And the clouds that hold the life we could have lived. A twisted love runs deeper than the blood in my veins. But the past still exists, so please dont try to walk away. My broken soul is all you can see, and the black clouds will always be here. As I stare at my reflection through shattered glass, I take a look into our past. Will you ever realize how I feel? Our past can never be forgotton. Im still beneath the black clouds, Hiding from my misery. The love is still there, but the life has dissapeared. Do you understand what im trying to say to you now? If I told you I love you, I meant it with every breathe. If say I need you, I tell the truth. The black clouds are full of my pain, and my broken soul is all that I have left. So I will stare at my reflection through this shattered glass, and hide beneath the black clouds of my broken soul, The love still exists, and I wonder, What happened to the dream that we both could be living... ~~ ~~ ~~ ~~ ~*~
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Hiding in the Shadows
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Wednesday, September 19, 2012

That wasn't the plan

After dwelling on it all last night, and all today, I just rang Mr Maybe-Perfect to finish it... After 20 minutes I found myself starting to believe that he didn't say 'that', and maybe I did mishear... After another 10 minutes I was agreeing to keep on seeing him and get to know him, as apparently then I'd see for myself that he's just not the type of person to lie and bullshit about anything, let alone this, and even his mates would tell me that....

I was worried I'd be throwing away something that could be epically good, over something I couldn't be 100% sure of, but I told myself the risk of being hurt trumped the risk of something epic. What's a few months though, just to see? If anything else comes up, then we're done, and he's already aware of that. If it doesn't though, I may just have that something epic... And sure, I may end up with a broken heart again, but I've fixed it so many times before, what's once more... Just need to stock up on sticky-tape and blu-tack...

That wasn't the plan

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