I hide beneath the black clouds of my broken soul,
The soul that holds the love that is left,
And the clouds that hold the life we could have lived.
A twisted love runs deeper than the blood in my veins.
But the past still exists, so please dont try to walk away.
My broken soul is all you can see,
and the black clouds will always be here.
As I stare at my reflection through shattered glass,
I take a look into our past.
Will you ever realize how I feel?
Our past can never be forgotton.
Im still beneath the black clouds,
Hiding from my misery.
The love is still there, but the life has dissapeared.
Do you understand what im trying to say to you now?
If I told you I love you,
I meant it with every breathe.
If say I need you, I tell the truth.
The black clouds are full of my pain,
and my broken soul is all that I have left.
So I will stare at my reflection through this shattered glass,
and hide beneath the black clouds of my broken soul,
The love still exists, and I wonder,
What happened to the dream that we both could be living...
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2 Comments:
Knitting is ace - don't knock it! :)
What kind of man are you looking for? Are they hard to find? Are you looking too hard? Do they even exist? I don't think "perfect/blissful happiness" exists. Not in marriage. Maybe in faerytale marriages. I know that sounds kinda negative on the surface, but the squishy pink bit inside is actually a positive statement. I just took the morbid route. I don't know what I'm talking about anymore...
On a brighter note - I had a dream about you the other day. Well, no, it wasn't about you, you were just in it. But you were one of the main characters. The other being me. I can't remember the details, it was a few days ago. I have a memory like a solar-powered calculator.
And, yeah, I know - gotta draw you something. Keep meaning to, just get distracted. Schedule is bonkers, lately. Hecticity is off the radar. Hopefully, will settle down in a couple of weeks, and I can be a normal (subject to definition) human again :)
Aside from lusting after manbeasts, hope you're well :)
Meow x
Ah, Mr Bycroft. You never fail to turn my frown upside down :) See?
Yes, I think I'm looking for faerytale men in a real world. Still trying to find the teleportaion device to get to said world...
Slightly freaked about your dream... Shame you can't remember any details. If I was a character then I hope I had some cool outfit... maybe warrior princess or something...
You don't have to draw me something... although it'd be hella cool if you did. I still have your bear y'know. Although he's now missing half an ear :( Was my fave bear ever. Well, still is tbh.
Apart from the boy-drama (I don't think any of them qualify as proper 'men'), yes, I'm well thanks. Hope you are too. And draw more stuff for your BC site. I like looking at your work, but you don't do much :P
Purr x
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