No-body Knows It But Me... (edited)

I pretend I can believe what you say,
But I'm doubting your words, every minute, every day.
And I'm dying inside,
And nobody knows it but me.

Like a clown I put on a show,
The pain is real even if nobody knows.
And I'm crying inside,
And nobody knows it but me.

How could you look me, straight in the eyes,
And tell me those things, tell me those lies.
Now my world is just a-tumblin' down,
I can say it so clearly but you're nowhere around.

The nights are so lonely the days are so sad and,
I just keep thinking about the love that we had.
And I'm missing you,
And nobody knows it but me.

I carry smile though I'm broken in two,
But I'm nobody without someone like you.
I'm hurting inside,
And nobody knows it but me.

Lie awake, it's a quarter past three,
I'm screaming at night if I thought you'd hear me.
Yeah, my heart is calling you,
And nobody knows it but me.

How blue can I get?,
You could ask my heart,
But like a jigsaw puzzle it's been torn all apart.
Billion words couldn't say just how I feel,
A million years from now you know I'll be loving you still.

The nights are so lonely the days are so sad and,
I just keep thinking about the love that we had.
And I'm missing you,
And nobody knows it but me.