Hiding in the Shadows

Well, I never thought that'd happen... Just a few weeks ago we'd never even spoken, and this morning, you wake up beside me.
When you came to Alton Towers with us on Saturday, you seemed distant. We'd been texting for a few weeks before, but still I wasn't sure if you were interested or not. Then Saturday came and went, and I thought I was reading the signals right, that you wern't interested at all. But you came round last night, as a friend, for some TV and company, and left as... well, I'm not sure... You've made your feelings for me quite clear now, so where do we go from here? We both want more. And it's almost certain it will happen. Is this going to get serious then? Do you want that? Do I want that? T is still wanting to meet up, and I don't know what to say to him... He feels he missed his chance when I got with A, and now he's actually single, I know he really wants to see if there's a possibility of me and him being something serious... I like him, but he lives far away... and I like you aswell... My head is going round in circles thinking about it all... Technically I am single, so I'm not doing wrong towards anyone, but as neither of you know about the other one, I can't help feeling a little wrong about it. But then me and T have never even met, but still, there's the talking about it, the arranging it... *sigh* I don't know what to do for the best... I don't want to hurt either of you...

I'm single for a whole year, then my love life is like a revolving door for a month... fecking typical... lol

	This is my space to air my demons, where no-one knows my name. Here I sit, quietly, hiding from the world.
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I hide beneath the black clouds of my broken soul, The soul that holds the love that is left, And the clouds that hold the life we could have lived. A twisted love runs deeper than the blood in my veins. But the past still exists, so please dont try to walk away. My broken soul is all you can see, and the black clouds will always be here. As I stare at my reflection through shattered glass, I take a look into our past. Will you ever realize how I feel? Our past can never be forgotton. Im still beneath the black clouds, Hiding from my misery. The love is still there, but the life has dissapeared. Do you understand what im trying to say to you now? If I told you I love you, I meant it with every breathe. If say I need you, I tell the truth. The black clouds are full of my pain, and my broken soul is all that I have left. So I will stare at my reflection through this shattered glass, and hide beneath the black clouds of my broken soul, The love still exists, and I wonder, What happened to the dream that we both could be living... ~~ ~~ ~~ ~~ ~*~
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